Lyrics
And I've been dulling my senses, leaving me senseless to the damage I've sustained
And so it seems
I can't leave well enough alone
My issues unresolved and self diagnosed
Led myself to believe
Things won't get better for someone like me
Watch my world fall through my hands
Too hard to adjust, my eyes just roll back
Tell me how it feels
To watch progress form into something real
My pride and fear, they keep me here
Staring at the ceiling
I'll pick up the pieces to emulate a better point of view
And I'd come up for air
But it's been too hard to care anymore
(What's the point?)
That I might be worth waiting for?
Convinced I spent what confidence I had
On something that's never coming back
Watch my world fall through my hands
I fail to adjust time and time again
Tell me how it feels
To watch progress form into something real
My pride and fear, they keep me here
I know now that I'm washed out
Yeah I'm washed out
The blame finds a broken home on my shoulders
The blame finds a broken home on my shoulders
Vanity ran through my veins
So I'll set myself free
Set myself free
Tell me how it feels
To watch progress form into something real
My pride and fear, they keep me here
I know now that I'm washed out
Yeah I'm washed out
Being self aware won't excuse this behavior